I use to think I was somewhat comfortable with who I was. I thought I had accepted my faults and had grown to like the fact that I was flaky. But recently someone in my life frequently mentioned all the annoying things that I do. At first I laughed them off because those of you who know and love me understand that I am a pain in the ass.

But as the weeks went on I started to wonder if my quirks are more serious than I thought. Because this person found me so difficult to deal with it made me consider that my flaws are things that I need to work on. So now I find myself thinking about this person's list over and over. I keep asking myself "who the hell am I and what type of person do I want to be?"

One of the major complaints this person had was how long it takes me to get ready. Now I know my long term friends are laughing because "Ang" time is a well know fact. But does my need to try and hide my physical flaws make me intolerable?

So this week I made a decision to try and get ready each day in 30 minutes or less. In order to do this I have stopped wearing makeup and fixing my hair (yes Twinkie the clip is back.) At first I was nervous but now I just really don't care what I look like. Oh and yes I have also given up covering the gray.

Do I feel like a better person? Hell no, but at least I know I can do it and honestly it fits with my "I just don't care" attitude of late. Tia told me I looked like shit. That's what sisters are for :)

Just so you don't freak out the next time you see me, here is the awful truth.