apathy is a bad thing

I feel abnormally devoid of feelings at the moment. I get the sense that I am in some kind of bubble and that all around me things are swirling out of control.

There is this feeling that I am cut off from everyone and everything, but I really don't care. I am juggling so many projects and each is hanging by thread. One bad toss and it could all come crashing down.

The strange thing is that I am on auto-pilot. I am just going through the steps of each day. One task after another. I called Twinkie today hoping that she would have funny story that could make me laugh. Unfortunately her man told me she was in bed sick. So much for that form of therapy.

4 comments:

Meg said...
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Meg said...

My life always feels like it is spinning out of control.

Don said...

Well, take a deep breath, relax a little bit, and focus on one of your projects, something you can complete and feel a sense of accomplishment about. I bet that will improve your mood. I felt like a million bucks when I finally got my bills squared away and organized.

nina said...

One day at a time sweetie,
one step at a time, you'll make it!
Good Luck :)

xoxo,
nina

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